Monday, November 9, 2009

The more I update,
the more reminiscing.
I found that this habit of me updating as much as possible is growing onto me.
Maybe by the end of 3 years in nus (maybe I won't even last through this year),
I will laugh at how much I have updated.
It's a joy to read what I had felt at that particular moment.
Sometimes, even though I can't remember what I was being upset about,
it is an alarm to me that something aren't meant to be remembered.
Mistakes that are once significant in my life are actually just equally-sized jigsaw pieces.
Sometimes, instead of zooming into one piece,
maybe it's better to just zoom out and see the whole picture.
The whole picture that is, is it colourful with joy, hard work and happiness,
rather than a systematic, typical picture?
I don't know man.
Does failure in university mean anything?
Is it an equally sized piece?
For now, I don't think so.
Maybe it's time to zoom out and look for other alternatives to life.

dozing off at 9:50 AM