Monday, November 9, 2009

I need time to calm down.
To overcome this shock..
Not really a shock, but, a reality to face.
I know I deserved it.
I have no complaints of it.

It is hard to accept the fact that I might not continue what I have chosen.
Maybe my chem teacher was right to say that I'm not suited for chem.
Yes yes, I know you might be thinking, ah! don't listen to her!
Don't trust what you hear!
BUT.
She has went through all these.
She knows who had survived, who didn't.
If I don't listen, then why should I listen to you as well?

I'm tired.
I miss those wooden benches in sr.
All the perspiration on it.
All the tears.
No blood I supposed, but efforts were there.
It's as if it has became a companion throughout that major part of my life.
I need to find another companion in school now.

dozing off at 4:44 PM