Sunday, November 8, 2009
Read through my secondary school blog,
and I realised that I have changed so much.
Despite knowing that I won't do well for my O's,
I was so optimistic about my friends and so love them!
What about now?
Growing up is a process that will lose one part of themselves.
I don't want to lose that happy part of me.
When did I start to become so depressed?!
Or maybe I haven't read the depressing part yet...
BUT, for the few months before o's, I was so optimistic and was randomly high and crazy -.-
I can run far far away and not to acknowledge that's me,
but yeah.
I need to embrace myself,
and find myself back.
This is more important than getting a degree now, I guess.
Maybe that's the key to make myself loving education again.
dozing off at 10:57 PM