Wednesday, October 7, 2009

“You know it ain't easy

For these thoughts here to leave me

There's no words to describe it

In French or in English

Well, diamonds they fade

And flowers they bloom

And I'm telling you

These feelings won't go away

They've been knockin' me sideways

They've been knockin' me out lately

Whenever you come around me

These feelings won't go away

They've been knockin' me sideways

I keep thinking in a moment that

Time will take them away

But these feelings won't go away.”





I feel so fed up now.
RIGHT NOW.
I'm having my tutorial tml on like the 3rd chapter?
I still don't understand chapter 2..
How am I gonna continue?
I feel like crying out loud and ask for help.
But I know crying won't help.
Why waste my tears?

They say that I should not fret,
for I'm in the same boat as everyone else.
Why am I feeling that I'm already at the bottom of the sea while they are at the surface?
Why give words of motivation when your actions show otherwise?
Is it just me being paranoid,
or just me being too dumb?

Should I even try speaking to someone?

dozing off at 12:48 AM