Monday, April 20, 2009

Finally, I got my hands on the internet.
Just realised that I havent been updating for quite a long while. o.o

Reason?

I've been declared to be a permanent member of the group, 'Furnitures',
spent time in planning specific goals for each of the members i.e tables, chairs, stools.. .. .. .. .. ..
Presently, I'm on my way to be elected as the new leader of 'Dust Rabbits',
whose population are growing tremendously.
So.. Quite a busy life I guess. :X


I changed by blog skin, as you can see.
hahahs.
I realised that it's weird that I'm staring at NEWS..
When I should be staring at Arashi. :X (xw dont you feel proud of me!)
But I haven't been arashi-ing for a long while..
SO! I DECIDED TO PUT OHNO FACE...
SO THAT WHENEVER I SEE HIM,
I WILL REMIND MYSELF THAT HE IS SAME AGE AS THIS GUY's NAME WHICH I HAVE FORGOTTEN
PLUS, IT IS A REMINDER THAT I MUST LEARN FISHING.
and maybe.. go and appreciate RAMEN MORE TOO!

Anyway, for the past few weeks,
I was sick, again.
Didn't really meet up with people, more of isolation actually.
I felt that there wasnt any connections with people anymore.
Such a weird feeling..

Oh, btw,
Ash left for Perth.
We sent her off,
it was weird too.
I didnt really spoke to her much at the airport..
I made a huge card for her.. ( Don't know if she likes it or not.. No words from her yet.)
We didnt cry.
There wasnt really any sad atmosphere actually..
It was like, as if nothing happened.
o.o I feel like a stone, literally.
I wonder what's wrong with me...
More and more...
-BOCHUP-. YEAH.
no arashi-ing, no naruto-ing, no nothing. o.o
however, my rate of getting pissed off is quite high. o.o

AHHHHHH.
pls tell me that I'm paranoid again.
good morning people. (:

dozing off at 3:54 AM