THIS IS GONNA BE A slightly longer LONG ENTRY.
you can just skip this entry. :)
One more day.And most likely I'm not gonna step into my school anymore.
(kinda sad right. yupps, I agree)
The thought of that is quite upsetting actually.
All the happy times,
and of course not to forget the sad times.
It's a long list seriously.
HAHAHS.
HANNS~
LOOK HERE.
I HAVE TO DECLARE I LOVE THIS BLOODY SCHOOL!
even though I once said that I hate this school.
I hate it still...
BUT BUT BUT.
LOVE slightly > HATE.
so..
yeah.
'love-hate relationship'
-quoted from hanns.
ANYWAY.
enough of that.
Just a summary of what I have been doing these few days.
SLEEP.
thankyou.
Anyway,
I was pondering.
What's the real purpose of pre-university education.
I'm not pinpointing any teacher or what,
it's just my own style of learning.
Have I been merely memorising my way through my academic life
or I really have them within me?
Can I even apply them? Are they contextualised?
Am I seriously using these information in the future?
I hope so.
I do not want these to just go into and out of my head for nothing.
Does these 2 years really make us prepared for university life?
In my own opinion,
I'm too scared to venture in the 'real life' or what they so called it to be.
Finally, when I no longer complains about the standardised uniform system, plus the tutorials-homeroom-system,
I have to leave.
Sometimes I wonder, am I too spoon-fed?
Am I too dependent on teachers, friends?
Am I disciplined enough?
Am I really to face failures in life?
Do I have the courage to speak up?
Do I have what it takes to be an adult?
All the responsibilites and stuff.
... ... .... (long list of questions)
AIYA.
Actually,
I wanted to type more stuff.
But I realised, it's quite personal.
Maybe I sld type it next time. :)
afterall it's 1am now.
I'm supposed to meet debbs in school like in 6 more hours.
SO I SHALL STOP THIS LONG ENTRY.
okay.
goodnights.
